Some people are born naturally BASTARDS

I just pity some people out there who talk sooo much but u couldnt see any outcome from it. When it comes to blaming others..they can be very professional. Advising frens about relationships like professional counsellors. Telling friends to take care and educate their girlfriends when the girls misbehave. And most importantly their friends are all carefully "hand-picked". Not everyone can be their friend. Those who are friends are those that actually bow to them like Kings and Queens and just let them do watever they want even though it hurts. But those who are not their friends are also classified as either "The Unknown", "Ur juz his girlfriend", " You are new" or "you just entered into his life and you don't know us yet" They are the kind of people who couldn't except facts, views, advise or even be provoked. Oh ya! and they don't entertain feedbacks. But its actually alright and perfectly fine for them to treat you lik dirt..shit..and disrespect you but YOU have to apologise after that to them and be left lost and confused asking yourself "hw come im the one who hv to apologise instead of them" But this is normal..For those who are their friends its so called their SOP also known as Standard Operational Procedures. If you break the rules..you will be screwed. Anyway, all I can say is, I'm glad that I fall under the category of "ur juz his girlfriend". No rules and regulations to follow, no SOP watsoever. You are free to voice out your views and being attend to tentatively with patience and sincerity. People like us are always labelled as the "bad ones" Its always like that in reality. The ones with tattoos ended up nicer n have respect for others unlike those without. The ones who are religious ended up being a terrorist. Well just be prepared to face the reality world. It's damn cruel. Right now you are just in your safety zone that's why you felt as though you have the authority to do anything.. All the best okie?! I've survived as well as my boyfriend. Good luck to your life. Don't say I didn't warn you. You may say whatever you want..Because in the end I am surviving very very well and infact I cn stand on my own two feet without any speacial or u might call it "exclusively hand -picked" friends or assistance from anyone. I am proud of myself that I'm not like them.. maybe I should classify these people as "FRAUD" and "FAKE". Hmm..What a life..

Some guys are juz not man enuff..

Life is sooo unfair.. previous Drunk photos have been deleted coz some guy out there(let's not mention names)is afraid of his own girlfriend (takut gf tau dier minum). I did this not because of him but because of my boyfriend whom I reeli love. I reeli love my boyfriend n i'm doing it for him. Not for that useless guy who takut girlfriend. And im always the one who gets the blame. Being labelled as the bad one. Takpe...I believe in Karma and retribution. One day..I hope it gave you a harder impact then wat I received.All the best to your already fucked up relationship la..If u tink im a bad person (coz u told my bf to educate me) den be it ok..Maybe u should spend some time in front of the mirror and picture urself..Aku menyesal selama ni cover kn pantat kau..NO more from today onwards.. evrytink will be spilled out...Buat baik ngan kau.. pompan kau kurangajar dgn aku..buat pe nak baik dgn kau. You dun even fucking apologise to me for what your most beloved gerls said. She told me to stay out of ur friendship with her, u, and Hadi. I am doing wat she told me.. So please.. STAY OUT of my life and my blog..Aku nye suker la nak buat pe.. I repeat STAY OUT OF IT...!!! mcm kenal kn tu phrase??? Pompan ko nye line beb!

Like being in a SAUNA

Juz got back from Bazaar in Geylang..my goodness it was damn hot.. Got what I wanted first coz I've already surveyed earlier..the problem was wit boyfie's baju kurung.. My gosh!!! I didn't know that finding a guy's baju kurung was hard..Actually not.. coz he wanted to match the exact colour as mine coz mine was kinda 2-toned. It was fun..Before that we went to break fast with Eidrus as it was juz a coincidence that he was around the area. Ate like Babi!!! Hehehehe!! After that we proceeded for our mission to geylang.. After 2.5 hours den finally we found a perfect match for boyfie's baju kurung..Gosh!!! penat like hell sey.. my feet hurts too....But it was fun, fun, fun.. n boyfie as usual can't stop nagging lik a perfect bitch la.. he's cute!! After dat boyfie went to mit HIS frens coz I noe its a Friday..n Friday was his usual hangout day wit HIS frens..For me im totally cool about it la..even though I dun know dem. TOTAL STRANGER..But dats his life. I respected that.. I'm done wit hanging out, parties, clubs n drinking oready.. now is all about $$$$$$$..Call me money minded i dun give a shit coz in the end im the one who benefit from it..But watever it is im happy wit my life and my boyfie. Dats all dat matters..

I never thought I'd be in love like this...To Muhammad Hadi

Laughing all the way

It was fun today..went to Geylang with boyfie and i could not stop laughing at boyfie's craps..Hahahaha!! Forever cracking jokes. Nuthing much though coz i tink its juz the third day of fasting. I almost lose my voice hehehe..due to the unpredictable weather. One moment its scorching hot and the next moment its pouring..Life's been great lately. Boyfie loves me alot that's for sure. Whatever happens before made us even stronger as individuals. Can't be bothered with certain people already. What i know now is i wanna work and earn as much money as possible. Not that $2500++ a month is insufficient but if u can get more why not??! I'm thinking about my future starting from now. Gonna head to Dubai for 3 freaking yrs soon coz my uncle owns a luxury hotel there and i'm the chosen one to run it. Hmmm...still contemplating coz i dun feel lik leaving boyfie all alone in Singapore..plus baby bro..and not forgetting Hadz..N of coz my family. But family will be there as well, not for 3 yrs but awhile. C how la.. Still contemplating though. Love boyfie too much to leave him here all alone. Neway got a big day tomoro.. sooo.. chiao!!

It's Official..

As of today onwards..August, 18, 2009..at exactly 0114hrs..Im officially known as Hadi's "Juz a GIRLFRIEND" a.k.a "THE UNKNOWN"..Full stop. I realise where i stand finally. I knew this was coming. It's ok. To boyfie, whatever it is I will always love you even if im "juz a girlfriend". My love for you will still remain the same as of day 1 when i 1st met you.I respected you even if you're younger den me. This is your life, i don't want to spoil it. You've known your friends way longer than i do. I juz entered into your life. God made me enter into your life. I did wat he ordered me to do that is to love you and take care of you..most importantly respect you. I only asked god for a boyfriend coz i was lonely. I didn't ask for a handsome one..or a perfect one or watsoever that will lead to perfection. I juz asked for a boyfriend. So he gave me you. And im very grateful for that. I cudn't ask for netink else. So there.. I know who I am now. Thank you soo much for accepting me as ur fren..n eventually ur gerlfriend. I appreciate it alot. and also thank you for all the love tha you gave me.. for your patience..for your kindness and understanding. I never ever forget evry single moment we had.. the laughter, the quarrels, our stupid jokes.Things will have to change eventually but i promiz you..i will always be your friend..a friend who loves you..remember the last sentence of my note?? i still kept my promiz..

Lotsa love,
Cheryl Afika

Cough, Runny Nose and Watery Eyes..

Im down wit a common Flu!! Juz hate the feeling of having a combination of sorethroat, slight fever and runny nose. Gosh!!! I feel sooo useless la.. Had to lie in bed all day. Ni belum g jumpa doctor lagi..If not confirm aku kena quarantine. But so far I do not have high fever, Its juz flu.. a normal one n i dun feel lik dying neway..Hahahaha!!!! But if it gets much more worse den i guess it's time to visit the clinic. So frens out there..do take care of urselves okie. This Flu thingy is spreading faster then then the WORLD WIDE WEB..So take care y'all. Will be back once i recover..