Im soo grateful..

Had a nice simple date with my boyfriend yesterday celebrating our anniversary..Everything was sooo perfect till..PEO!! there she was!! Hahahha!! Hadi's Ex Girlfriend!! *(Don't wana mention names) But it was orite...Wats past is past..And i couldn't stop teasing Hadi..hahaha!! So Funny la..Well, we had a great and loving moments plus some minor arguments in the morning..Normal routine for Cheryl and Hadi..Mesti gaduh! haha!!But whatever it is..we love each other alot!! Well, that's all for now..

Boys are selfish by nature..

This is specially dedicated to my lovely baby Hadzah:
I cried after reading ur recent blog. U know gerl, after reading that blog of urs..it reeli reminds me of watever happens between me and my ex boyfriend. After we broke up the same situation happened. Juz lik u his parents n cuzzins, relatives, siblings were bugging me with a lot of "why" questions and all i juz replied " why dun you ask him urself and find it out from his own mouth instead of hearing it from me which will only turn out to be something that people thing might not be true". Just like u i confided in being frens with other boys..lots of them..but wat i noe is i could never lie to myself that deep down inside i wish it doesn't happen. Juz like u i face the world at the same time shielding my sorrows with fake smile. People don't know how I actually felt. It hurts alot and i reeli now how u felt right now..its even worse then being stabbed by a knife. Its sumtink that no medicine in this world could cure and the only antidote is the person who actually hurt u. But these people are known as boys..n boys are selfish by nature. When they create a problem..we girls have to solve it..When they create a mess..we girls have to clean it up..Same goes for your break up..Y dun ppl ask him?? y ask u? true?! Y do u end up the one who have to answer evry lil question abt him and not him??Y do u have to cry and not him?? When break up happened we girls do still accept their families juz like our own, still manage to smile in front of them even after being treated lik shit and still manage to answer their unecessary smses or random msges. Y?? because we are not selfish..we remember the good times..their families who used to shelter us in when we need a space..who treated us juz like their own. We remember evry little things..from their favourites..to wat they dislikes..when they were sick..their lovely siblings..But do guys see things that way?? No! to them over means over.."kau pompan sundal g jahanam la dgn kau" but they dun realise that they did not only hurt u but everyone that has been a part of their life..from his parents to urs..frm his siblings to urs..even frens n other ppl..At being 24 right now..i've learn soo much things abt life..I lied the last time too juz to make evryone happy, juz to cover evry lil mistakes that HE did till i almost lost my life! that's when i realise i cnt take this anymore and on my own 2 tiny feet i moved on all by myself. If you noticed I worked hard..reeli hard so that i dun need his money..in fact i dun need anything frm him..I became a strong and independent woman. Even if shit were to happen (choy!) the next time round..i make sure i'll the "boy" this time.. the one who is selfish n the one who doesnt cry. Coz i have a great and successful life..Juz live ur life my dearest hadzah..have a good career..n be successful in the future. Even if you are no longer with the one u used to love with all your heart..just remember we love u more then he does and we will always be there for you till ur last breath. Insya allah..I'll always be praying for your well beings. Tk care baby girl..

Lots of love,
Cheryl

PS:To my 2 lovely sisters, rafidah and nadiah..dun ask Kakak Hadzah anymore k..go ask Abg Faizal and listen to his side of the story..If he's a good brother he will explain it to you nicely..if he scold the both of you..means he's juz another typical guy and in the fututre find a good boyfriend n a future husband wich actually has a genuine heart and not one that only pumps blood and oxygen je.. and also a brain wich can think logically rather then think " im a guy and i cn get any gerls i want"..Right now i want the both of you to study hard and earn lots of money n help your parents and ppl around you. Boys are juz temporary companionship..its never a lifetime.. even a married men cheat on their wives. So there...

Answers to some unanswered questions..

To my Baby Girl..
Life is never fair..The reason y it is like dat is so that the world could go round and complete its daily life cycles. Boys will be boys no matter wat..Juz play the same game. If he cheats on u, tell urself "he's not the one for me" n move on. Coz i truly bliv, no point crying over a man. He won't even bother. My past relationship was a tough one..It almost cost my own life. All for the love of a BOY. Sometimes u tot its ok in the name of love..I was only 17 dat time..Love to me was evrytink. Even wen my ex beats me up to death, i was juz dumb enuff to run back to him tinking dat "he's angry". But after the last beating n i end up in ICU..I realized dat i deserve much more. After i recovered, i pull myself back up..stand on my 2 little feet and walk alone..It wasnt easy though but i keep telling myself.. THIS IS MY LIFE..i am not gona give up..So baby girl.. now at the age of 24..I am independent..with great career and earning big bucks evry mth..Im not trying to be arrogant.. but juz proud coz the gal who almost died and was treated lik trash is now sucessful and trust me..all and i mean ALL of my ex bf couldnt not believe im still around n putting on a big smile on my face. Some even cried lik a baby wen they saw me.. So.. who's the loser now? me or him??! Hahahaha!!!!


Lotsa love,
Cheryl Afika

Sekontol Vs Sekotek

I've been laughing lik a mad hyena for the past 2 days tanks to my super wacky n crazy boyfriend who's always full of craps n shits!! Hahahahaha!!! Went to Bugis juz now to survey some of my stuff for a while..Den went to mkn at Long John Silvers coz its been along time since i ate der.. U noe all these Hari Raya dishes..Lontong la.. Lemak Lodeh la..Sambal Goreng..I swear i cnt see another plate of any malay dish..Makes me wana puke! After finding wat i wanted at Bugis, we head to Tampines to find Boyfie's stuff plak. Well, on the way to Tampines..We were asking each other Malay questions lik translating a certain English word to Malay..So after asking each other bla bla, Boyfie ask me " B.. wat is laba-laba..in english?" Den i say la "U guess, what is laba-laba in english?" Soooo innocent and with his cute, thinking face he said....."BEE" and i said no try again..n the next answer was even cuter..."BUTTERFLY" and he cud even ask me.."B..laba-laba butterfly kan??" Hahahaha!! den i told him the answer la which is spider. Den he asked me again " Den butterfly ape b?" I said "Kupu-kupu" And the funny part was..when he replied.."Oh Pupu-pupu..." Hahahaha!! I swear at that moment i wana faint! Gosh! Well, I know my boyfriend is cute..and I love him even tho he's such a BIMBO..

It feel juz lik Valentine's Day..

Today was absolutely Fun!! Had a great time with my beloved boyfriend. Met him at around 4pm this afternoon(Actually 3pm tapi kalo Cheryl..3pm means 4..Hahaha!! Paham2 jelah..kata ROCKSTAR).Neway..after meeting him t Bedok, we went to survey for my darling's XBOX360. Went around for quite sumtime wit the scorching sun above our heads..my goodness! wat a challenge especially during these fasting season. Finally bought him one..n we walk home to Boyfie's plc to send it first coz only god knows how fucking heavy that console is..Then we went to the Arcade to play games..But before that we went to Buka at PASTAMANIA. Became soooo BABI-fied coz we ate alot! Then proceed to buy his XBOX360 and send the super heavy thingy home to his plc. Once we reach, his 2 lovely sister was like" Abg Hadi wats dat??! And before I could even open my mouth one of them say "It's XBOX!!!" The funny part was we went out of the house juz in time his dad came out of his room to ask " What's that in the plastic?!" Sooo both me n boyfie went "Oh shit!!" and rushed out of the house.. But unfortunately technology have been too advance that Boyfie received a rather funny SMS frm his dad..it says "Hadi ape tu kat dlm Plastic?!" Then Boyfie said "XBOX la Pa..." N his dad was soo weird to ask a bonus question.."Mana dapat tu XBOX??!" And Boyfie said "Fika belikn la Pa..." I was like laughing my guts out..MANA DAPAT EH?? hehehehe!! ya.. ketawa2 last2 aku plak yg kena nag ngan Mr Nasir. "Ckp ngan Fika jgn bazir2 duit bla..bla..." And I juz roll my eyes..n said to boyfie" B.. ur dad jealous eh? Ntah2 ti dier off day dier yg main tu XBOX...eksyen plak nag2.." hahahaha! I won't be surprised..Hehehe!! ?Yeah cnt wait to mit Boyfie again tomoro to play it..Wuhooo!!!

New baju, Kuih, and Gosh! Cash....

Went to buka with Boyfie juz now.. So cute boyfie teach me how to baca doa makan. Hahaha! How pathetic can I be?(Maklumla Chinese Muslim mah..) But I noe wat is Bismillah okie! So sweet of boyfie..Den we head to geylang to look for some stuff n boyfie as usual wit his monthly cravings..(hehe..Aku yg PMS dier yg craving plak??) nak mkn Ayam Percik. After dat boyfie bought me perfume hehe as anniversary present. Tk sangka plak.. coz si ditu mmg tak romantic langsung..Hahahaha!! but it was nice of him. Oh ya! Before that i went to M.A.C to get some makeup stuff but cheryl being fickle minded as usual kept contemplating about buying those. The funny thing was when boyfie said "B..since when u wear makeup?" and I was lik "Hello?? cnt u c colours on my face??" Then he mention to me which make me laugh even harder. To him makeup meant thick lik wayang kind..u noe the kind where minah always use? That's wat he meant by makeup..Hahahaha!!! But wat he said is true la.. I dun really put on that much juz those earth tones dats y i tink.. He's soo cute to even mention dat I dun need it coz im already beautiful..Awwww...so sweeet...mestila..ckp mcm tu, dah dpt XBOX 360. Hahaha!! Will be picking it up this thursday! Weeeeeeee!!!....klah gtg..bye people!!

Some people are born naturally BASTARDS

I just pity some people out there who talk sooo much but u couldnt see any outcome from it. When it comes to blaming others..they can be very professional. Advising frens about relationships like professional counsellors. Telling friends to take care and educate their girlfriends when the girls misbehave. And most importantly their friends are all carefully "hand-picked". Not everyone can be their friend. Those who are friends are those that actually bow to them like Kings and Queens and just let them do watever they want even though it hurts. But those who are not their friends are also classified as either "The Unknown", "Ur juz his girlfriend", " You are new" or "you just entered into his life and you don't know us yet" They are the kind of people who couldn't except facts, views, advise or even be provoked. Oh ya! and they don't entertain feedbacks. But its actually alright and perfectly fine for them to treat you lik dirt..shit..and disrespect you but YOU have to apologise after that to them and be left lost and confused asking yourself "hw come im the one who hv to apologise instead of them" But this is normal..For those who are their friends its so called their SOP also known as Standard Operational Procedures. If you break the rules..you will be screwed. Anyway, all I can say is, I'm glad that I fall under the category of "ur juz his girlfriend". No rules and regulations to follow, no SOP watsoever. You are free to voice out your views and being attend to tentatively with patience and sincerity. People like us are always labelled as the "bad ones" Its always like that in reality. The ones with tattoos ended up nicer n have respect for others unlike those without. The ones who are religious ended up being a terrorist. Well just be prepared to face the reality world. It's damn cruel. Right now you are just in your safety zone that's why you felt as though you have the authority to do anything.. All the best okie?! I've survived as well as my boyfriend. Good luck to your life. Don't say I didn't warn you. You may say whatever you want..Because in the end I am surviving very very well and infact I cn stand on my own two feet without any speacial or u might call it "exclusively hand -picked" friends or assistance from anyone. I am proud of myself that I'm not like them.. maybe I should classify these people as "FRAUD" and "FAKE". Hmm..What a life..